No Stoli O

Work last night was kind of shitty. I think I may skip the concert tonight and go to the club instead :(

I've been experiencing some sort of work guilt lately. I want to go in every night out of fear of missing good customers if I don't. Turns out Tuesday (the night I bailed on) there was a good customer of mine in and I'm kicking myself for skipping. I don't want to become one of those people obsessed with work but it's beginning to be that way. I guess when school starts I'll chill out a bit.

Some girl (the one who occasionally gives me free coke) let me use her black light nail polish at work last night and it is freaking awesome. I was admiring my nails all night. I found out she does a lot of meth which makes me sad. She sells a lot and always seems to be in a good mood and now I understand why. I wish meth weren't so bad for you because it really is so freaking awesome.

The club was out of stoli o last night because they forgot to order it or something. Since that's what I always drink I had to switch it up. Well, I made the mistake of switching it up to jager. Yuck. I did about 7 jager bombs and felt gross. I also blew too high so my friend drove me home.

The Ex and I aren't talking at the moment. It was inevitable, really. I constantly feel like he's punishing me for how I was to him [3 years ago]. He can be such a prick and last Friday I think I said some pretty mean stuff to him. I was drunk (of course), but I remember saying something about how I can see why his ex married some other guy instead of him...ouch.

Needless to say I haven't heard from him since that gem and I haven't bothered making contact. I would apologize but I don't even remember what I said. It kind of sucks because he invited me to go to vegas with him this October and I really wanted to go. We'll see.

I think if I work tonight I'll buy myself a new outfit as a reward.

Summary of my boring life

The ex texted me on Thursday and invited me to a baseball game when I get back from vacation...WTF? I have this sad feeling that we're going to end up with eachother eventually. I don't really think I have feelings for him anymore but I'm kind of ready for a serious relationship so we'll see.

Colorado guy is moving to Montana where I think there's some chick he'll probably get back with. Blah to that.

I'm going to be living in Midtown for a month and a half so that will be fun.

I had a dream about work last night; I was back at work but the club was closing for good in 2 days. I remember being upset about how I was supposed to make money once my club closed.

A customer of mine keeps trying to get me to go to Vegas with him.
Pros
He pays for everything as well as provides me with $5,000 gambling cash.
It's summer so the weather would be really nice.
Another vacation this summer to a place I haven't been.
He likes to drink.

Cons
He expects that I'll sleep with him.
I have to fend off his advances the entire time.
I do sleep with him and then I'm pretty much a hooker.
Figuring out how to hide this vacation from my parents/friends.

So, I don't know. I guess I'll decide when I get back to Atlanta.

My best friend is back with her on and off boyfriend again and it seems pretty serious-I think they plan to get engaged pretty soon. Another strike against me.