And then there were none

So the other day I informed sugar daddy that I do not wish to continue this relationship.

He wanted to know if it was because he texted me too much (admittedly this was an issue; he would sometimes send me upwards of 30 texts a day. He did pay my phone bill for me, though), and I told him that wasn't the issue.

I told him I just didn't feel comfortable with the situation, and did not wish it to progress, especially sexually. He then pulled the whole "I hope we can still hang out as friends, blah blah blah..." crap.

"I really think it's best we just go our separate ways,"

and that was that. He's only sent me 2 texts since then, so I think the message got through. He also said I should keep the necklace, so yay!

Work on Thursday was fine, as was Saturday. Someone 'made it rain' on me when I was on stage on Thursday with over $100 in ones! That was probably the highlight of my night, especially since I was dancing to Skidrow.

I haven't been drinking at work lately, I mean nothing. Not even one shot. I have been downing crazy amounts of sugar free redbull, which is probably worse for me than vodka.

Come to think of it, I haven't had a drink since last Wednesday, when I hung out with sugar daddy. I'm not even committed to being an alcoholic.

The ex sent me an email last week (Thursday to be precise) telling me about an interview he had with a company (which happens to be located near where I live) and suggesting that we do lunch.

I wrote back that I was happy that the company seemed to like him and that my free days were Tuesday and Thursday. I also mentioned that I'm thinking about moving again soon because I'm starting to feel bored. I sent this email Friday morning.

So far no response...I made sure to keep the email as inoffensive as possible so I don't know what happened. I know sometimes he thinks it's clever to wait a few days to respond to my emails/texts for whatever reason (I think he's trying to convince me of how busy and fulfilling his life is), but I couldn't care less.

Now that I think about it, the whole idea of 'let's do lunch' seems kind of dumb. It's not like we're old friends who need to catch up or business partners discussing a new deal.

What- are we going to talk about how our relationship continues to be dysfunctional and how we may or may not communicate for the next 3 months. Maybe we'll discuss the reasons for continuing communication even though it's proven futile over the past 3 years in forming anything other than drama and confusion.

Yeah, now that I think it over I'm going to have to cancel on lunch...if he ever replies back that is.

Working tonight, hoping for big money.