slump

I've been in a slump lately... Maybe I'm burnt out. I get to work and I just want to hide in the dressing room. The thought of interacting with those men makes me sick to my stomach. I don't hate them, I just don't want to deal with them. I've barely covered my expenses this month, and that's what worries me about this job. What happens when I just decide I can't do it any more. I have nothing to fall back on. That instantaneous cash flow just stops. It's such a trap.