'til death do us part

I often wonder about the wives of the men I dance for.

Do their wives know what they do in the evenings?

Do their wives know that some 22 year old is shoving her tits in their husband's face and grinding on his erect penis?

Do they know that their husbands are propositioning women to meet them at their hotels when they get off work?

Maybe they're ok with it. Perhaps they're involved in an open marriage. Maybe their wives have men on the side as well. They could be bitter and cold or have neglected their appearance and sex life altogether.

I know this probably isn't the case for most of these women. They probably have no idea. Would they be devastated if they knew?

I used to be angry at men, all men, for what they were doing. That anger has slowly faded to acceptance. I suppose in a similar vein as the stages of grief...even the depression that comes with the reality of what's going on is no longer present.

With that said, I did very well on Wednesday; made over $800. This month has been exceptional thus far.

Thank god for married men and their icequeen wives I suppose.