I went to dinner with a potential sugar daddy last night. So far he's shown the most promise (see: buys me the most stuff) of all the guys I've tried.
We went to a nice restaurant and ate sushi and lobster. Drank some wine that was $18 a glass. The bill came to $187.00. He bought me some nice perfume, a very nice dress, and a bottle of stoli o. He did keep trying to kiss me, but I was mostly successful at avoiding his advances.
His personality is not so offensive that I want to kill myself every time he talks and he isn't fat or hideous. Obviously this is somewhat important seeing as I'd have to sleep with him at some point.
Another bonus is that he doesn't even live here. He travels down here for work every other week or so. This means I wouldn't have to devote too much time to him.
Is it worth it?
At this point I don't care anymore. I'm through with the ex. I have an extremely hard time meeting guys who I have any sort of attraction to. I'm over the whole notion of love or relationships that don't involve some sort of clear exchange of goods and or services. I'm completely unstable emotionally.
We'll see how this pans out.
I texted the ex last night while potential sugar daddy was in the bathroom. No response. Of course this pissed me off because I assumed he was probably out with another girl. Got a text from him at 8:00 this morning saying that he left his phone in the car. Right.
I finally told him that I was unhappy with the situation and his reponse...'It's your own responsibility to make yourself happy.' I fucking know this so I told him that we shouldn't hang out anymore. He wrote back about how I finally "get it" feigning excitement for my new found enlightenment. Fuck him and his stupid games.
Off to class I go.
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Personally I agree with the sugar daddy concept, as long as it is a fair exchange besides the ex sounds like a tool.
Use the sugar daddy. Heck men use women to put them through school. You do it. And you get your education and get yourself set up in a job that allows you to demand more respect than you currently demand. A woman with a purpose is a powerful woman. Be one.
i like this passage a lot
" I have an extremely hard time meeting guys who I have any sort of attraction to. I'm over the whole notion of love or relationships that don't involve some sort of clear exchange of goods and or services. I'm completely unstable emotionally."
this could be a great ad! sugar daddies would flock!
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