Ultimatum

Ugh. I just made the mistake of looking at the ex's facebook profile. I don't even have a facebook, but I can log onto my friend's to look at all our partying pictures.

Of course he has some album up with pictures of him with some really ugly chick he looked to be dating. The album was 4 months old, but still. She was gross. Another reason for me to feel shitty about myself.

We had a really good time in Biloxi. That would have been a good place to go as a more single girl, though. I got hit on a ton even with the ex in tow. Might have to plan a trip with some girl friends of mine.

At one point we both walked up to a craps table and he started talking to someone. This gave the guy next to me opportunity to move in and start flirting/conversing with me. All of a sudden the ex did something he never does-turned around, put his arm around me and introduced himself to the guy who was talking to me.

I sound like a complete nutcase analyzing this but hey, I'm a girl and this is what we do.

The ex did pay for the whole trip (besides my gambling fund), even meals, which is really odd for him. I did offer to pitch in and he said he was taking care of it. This makes me insanely happy for reasons that have nothing to do with the actual money.

Anyways, I decided that next time the ex contacts me to hang out I'm just going to grow some balls and tell him we either need to be exclusive or I'm out. My exact words-"Hey, I like hanging out with you but I can't do this casual hooking up thing anymore. It's either exclusive hooking up or nothing."

Work was alright last night. I had a customer come in and he gave me two gift cards(victoria's secret for $100, and a hair/nail salon for $75), and a bunch of money! Yay. Unfortunately these sorts of customers are very high maintenance and he will start to annoy me about hanging out outside the club shortly. Good thing they're somewhat disposable.

Time to go to class, go tan, and then get my nails done!