not much going on

December was a lazy month for me. I'm getting back on top of shit now that it's January.

New Year's eve was alright. Like always my original plans fell through with my 'best' friend, so I spent the evening with my summer roommates and ga tech kid.


Because I haven't been working, I also haven't been drinking. I'm not sure if this has had any effect on me, as it still took a lot of alcohol for me to get drunk last night. I also did a bit of coke with ga tech kid and this other guy. Way to start off the new year.

I find myself not really liking ga tech kid. I mean, I like the company, but the person who provides it is interchangeable. I always feel like I'm acting when I'm around others. Especially men. I start to play this role-a very specific role-that isn't really me. I guess it is me, since I act that way in those moments, but it's not...genuine. I can't even really explain it.

I also feel like I might be a pathological cheater when it comes to relationships. It's not that I have a particularly high sex drive, or am attracted to many people, but as soon as someone I'm dating wants to be exclusive, I get the urge to cheat. Just to do it. I dunno.

I'm considering trying women. Not just for sex, but dating too.

I think I'm going down to biloxi with some friends in the near future so that will be a blast.

New Year's blah

New Year's Eve wasn't so awesome. It was ok, just not spectacular. Me and my bestest kept with tradition and went to our favorite tacky little restaurant/bar and then hung out at the frat house. Meh.

The frat house is a ga tech frat, and it's pretty much the nerdiest one ever. I kind of like it because they guys are so dorky that they aren't really pushy or annoying. Unfortunately I don't find any of them attractive so hanging out there isn't going to help my dating/sex life much. My friend doesn't seem too bothered by this, as she's screwed her way through about half the house thus far. She really is the sluttiest slut that ever slutted and I love her for it.

We went out last night and it was decent. My friend (slutty one) ended up meeting some guy and wanted to go home with him. Since I was the driver I drove them (they were drunk) and us to their place. They went off to the bedroom while I sat on the couch and watched some horrible GI Joe movie with the other dude. About 20 minutes into the movie my friend comes out and whines that they can't fuck because neither has a condom. As luck would have it I keep a spare in my purse (it's been in there a while), so I donated my penis protector. Another twenty minutes go by and I'm starting to get bored of the stupid movie so I go and check on the lovers. Turns out they didn't have sex and my friend was pissy because 'he wouldn't even let her suck his dick'. Uhh...ok, time to go. A typical Saturday night, really.

I'm working tonight-hopefully it will be as good as last Sunday.

Ice pellets

Money wasn't too good for me yesterday (I was just short of my $500), but work was pretty fun. A girl who I haven't seen for a while was there and she cracks my shit up. She got a real job so she only works Saturdays now, and I hardly ever work them. We get a half hour vip at the very end of the night and it was hilarious. The guy was super dumb, drunk, and had no sense of humor, which made it all the better. I swear, I'm emotionally 14.

When I got to work last night it was ice pelleting (I hear it's called sleet) on my car.

The bouncer is relentless in his pursuit of me. I'm surprised he hasn't given up yet.

A customer referred to me as one of the 'top girls' last night. It wasn't just a random customer, but a guy who comes in a lot and knows many of the girls. We were talking about money and how much money strippers make considering how many hours we put in (I've realized that if I worked 40 hours a week at the club I'd be making over $100,000 a year) and he said that we do make a ridiculous amount of money, 'especially the top girls like me, sparkle, and cinnamon' (names have been changed for privacy purposes). I never really think of myself as such, but I have been at the club for a while, and considering my very low key hustle (no hustle at all, really) I do pretty well.

I got an email from the ex-roomie last night, we're so silly.

I am excited about New Year's Eve! Free sake all night, and my outfit is sick.

If all el$e fail$...

I made a shit-load of money this past week (Sunday, Monday, Tuesday) so I've been in a pretty decent mood. If all else fails, money will put me in a good mood.

Did a VIP with two guys and another girl in one of our small VIP rooms-was absolutely hilarious. Both guys (young ones) were very drunk and mine was pretty fucking attractive. And I wasn't even drunk like I usually am when I find customers attractive.

Both my friends ditched me and our New Year's Eve plans last minute in order to pursue their own agendas. Whatever; I've known for a while now that I have pretty shitty friends.

School starts in a week.

I can't wait to work this week and hopefully make tons of money!