Please like me

The relationship I have with my club is very similar to an abusive relationship with a partner.

I notice that the worse the club is to me, aka-nights where I don’t make money, the more I want to be there. I have a need to impress ‘it’. Inevitably this won’t go on for too long, and I’ll have a big money night once again. This restores my faith in the club, and encourages me to stay with it. This cycle of abuse and reward is probably similar to the dynamics of an abusive relationship, and I take the bait hook line and sinker.

With that said, the past few nights haven’t been very prosperous for me. It’s the combination of an empty club and unmotivated attitude.

With that said, this entire weekend was extremely eventful, both at work and not. I don't quite feel like writing about it yet, though.